The Girl Locker

I keep on getting the same question after my Halloween post about who was my jerk faced crush? 

Well.. I can't tell you his name so here's an abriviation for jerk faced crush j.f.c

when I first met him he was cute and adorable and a perfect smile he lit up my day. He was the reason I went to school everyday. He had spotless 

teeth and big brown eyes. He was a lot taller than me, which of course made me love him even more, he was funny, nice, cool except for all the

Girls at my school liked him. It was kind of like the cool thing to do. But I liked him even when he was invinsible in fourth grade. What did he do to

become a jerk face? He didn't want to be seen with me I wasn't exactly and I still am not in the "Cool Catagory." It made me angry I mean if he

really liked me he would show everyone that at least we were friends. He didn't. That's why only a few people believed me when I told them about

me and his "Special moment." I didn't even know he had a girlfriend until a week after the kiss when I went on instagram and he made an

anouncment to the internet world about his relationship. I'm sure i'm not the only one out there who fell into that trap and girls if you are in a relatio-

nship with a guy who doesn't want to be seen with you in my opinion end it right now. Anyways afterwards he never talked to me he treated me like

scum and I was completely done with the whole thing except for i'm a girl and when you're a girl you don't get off the hook that easy. I still have

feelings for him and even though I don't go to the same school he does anymore anytime anyone posts a picture on instagram of him my stomach

get's butterflies because to me he's perfect. For about a year I tried to ignore I liked him a lot but I couldn't and i've come to except he's one of

those crushes i'll always have feelings for no matter what. Doesn't mean I won't like other guys it just means he made a mark in my heart with

sharpy. So there's my story about my J.F.C yes I hate him but I still love him.